lottery

Why can't I seem to win the lottery? And don't give me that sensible one in eight million statistic - if that were true, how come people win millions each month? It was worth the risk for them. Why them and not me!!

I also find it hard to accept that being wealthy wouldn't make me happy. Holidays would make me happy - sleeping in, eating out. Being able to afford some sort of ecological car (if such a thing truly exists). Building a house in a beautiful place, that provides its own energy, and ideally other houses for my friends and family to live in. Being able to really do something for charity. Having a place to grow vegetables, and a gardener to do it for me if I'm too lazy or incompetant - I could include many similar employees in this one!

Having many shoes and bags, and a special room to put them in!

Being able to afford to buy people great presents.

And having regular massages and maintenance treatments that I can't do now.

Having a large bath, perhaps with jacuzzi function! And a swimming pool!


I cannot accept that having some or all of these things would not increase my happiness!