Tuesday, September 22, 2009

turmoil



I can't breathe. A vice of grief, resentment,jealousy and disbelief is gripping my heart and caving my chest in. Is this what a panic attack feels like? I can't focus, or concentrate.

I've just heard that the Pixies are playing the Olympia. Don't know how I missed it before. Not that I would have got tickets anyway, unsurprisingly they sold out in seconds.

The Olympia.

The Pixies.

But not me.

Does the world not see how wrong that is? How unfair.

The tragedy.

The Olympia: small venue



The Pixies: iconic band

2 comments:

Ms. Moon said...

Isn't there someone you could sleep with to get tickets?

jothemama said...

Um. There kind of is.

But I searched my soul and found I had too much damn integrity. Curse it!

I offered him some alternatives though...