So much of the things I think I need, I know they will just leave me craving more of them if I get them. Carbohydrates, dessert, great, communicative sex, comfort, affection. Getting to be in my warm bed.
Some people even feel like that about excercise, and ok, I suppose I know what it's like to feel antsy when I haven't had my daily quota when I'm used to it.
Right now, though, I'm defiantly resolving to make brownies. I only do it a couple times a year, if that, and today is the start of a new cycle and it's deep bone cold, and so grey the lights have needed to be on all day. So I'm overriding the voice that's shrieking about being so overweight and growing aged and polluting my children's perfection and compromising their immune systems in favour of the one that says, fuck it, you should make brownies.
It's ok, I know I won't keep making more brownies. I'll only eat them til they're gone, and I will have staunch competition.
What would be good for me that would fill me up to repletion and not leave me craving more? What would be just enough? Just right? I have no real answer to this question.
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There is no answer to that question. Did Ms. Moon and then me tip you over the brownie edge? This blogging is a perilous pursuit, I tell you.
Yes you did! Yes it is!!
And worse, I've now realised, I made a double recipe in a single pan. So alle is gooey.
Gooey brownies are the best!
Things that are good for you that don't leave you craving more? Lettuce, I think :-(
No, not things that are good for you, things that make you feel satisfied, things that are what you feel a need for, and that fill you up without leaving you needing more. Lettuce can be grear, but I don't think it leaves you feeling filled and right, somehow. Sometimes. But rarely, sadly.
PS, no, I like chewy better.
Beans. And grains. Once you detox all the sugar (and I am so sorry I posted that picture of the brownies but no, not really) and eat "right" for awhile, you do crave those things and then you are filled up when you have had enough.
Okay. This sucks.
Sorry.
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