I hate the raw days, where every little mistake and setback is something to grieve over.
I think one of the reasons I can't make decisions is because I've been plagued my whole life with the knowledge that what ever I choose will the the wrong thing.
The mistakes and missed opportunities all fade away, I know, but in the moment it's so hard not to feel anxious, upset and responsible. Things matter, even little things. It's not really possible to just shrug them off.
Ack.
I think one of the reasons I can't make decisions is because I've been plagued my whole life with the knowledge that what ever I choose will the the wrong thing.
The mistakes and missed opportunities all fade away, I know, but in the moment it's so hard not to feel anxious, upset and responsible. Things matter, even little things. It's not really possible to just shrug them off.
Ack.
1 comment:
I agree. There are platitudes and then there is reality. For each of us.
I understand, Jo. I do.
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