:(

I feel horrible. I forgot Olivia's play therapy appointment for the second time. It just goes out of my head completely. It's on the calendar... I don't know. I only have space for so many thoughts? She'd just had a screaming, door damaging tantrum, I was making dinner afterwards... Sadly by the time the woman rings to see what the story is, it's too late to go down. We're going to lose our place if I forget again. It was the same for me when I had counselling, I forgot sometimes.

Keeping appointments is too much of a challenge for me.

I've asked Axl to put a message on his phone and ring me next week at 6. Hopefully that will work.

I fail.