mornings

I had a really unpleasant, disturbing dream this morning. Woke up (thankfully) feeling horrible, staggered to the bathroom. It was cold and dark. I prayed it was still the night (even though I went to sleep after 12), looked at my watch... 6.15... alarm set for 6.40. Sigh. Lay there feeling disturbed and gave up and got up. I think I've  woken up feeling awful and dreading the day most of my life. I was ruminating on this today.

I'd love to be one of those bouncy, morning, embrace the day people. I'd also love not having to get up early, of course.