I missed a call on Friday telling me the marking scheme I slaved and stressed over before Christmas is incomplete - it seems I saved it wrong. Way wrong. Have to do a load AGAIN. Ugh. I got it in so late that they didn't have time to check it before Christmas, obviously, and then I didn't listen to my messages - could have been doing this on the weekend instead of now in a rush.
I also did a shitty interview today. After stupidly missing my turn and wasting loads of petrol wandering off into the countryside.
I don't even know I really want the job, I just hate the feeling of graaaaahhh, that's what I should have said there.
I hate interviews. I hate re-doing work I hated doing in the first place because of my own incompetence. I hate feeling completely ill equipped for this life; parenting, teaching, work, creativity, any of it. I'm a total fraud.
Ugh. Back to Office Administration and Customer Caring marking scheme 2.
I also did a shitty interview today. After stupidly missing my turn and wasting loads of petrol wandering off into the countryside.
I don't even know I really want the job, I just hate the feeling of graaaaahhh, that's what I should have said there.
I hate interviews. I hate re-doing work I hated doing in the first place because of my own incompetence. I hate feeling completely ill equipped for this life; parenting, teaching, work, creativity, any of it. I'm a total fraud.
Ugh. Back to Office Administration and Customer Caring marking scheme 2.
3 comments:
Sometimes it's just like that, Jo. I'm so sorry.
Ah Jo, sounds like a day when you just needed someone to look after you and tell you it will be alright..and wrap you in a blanky..and feed you lots of wine and cheese..you prob got lost cos you didnt really want the job anyway..the one you really want will come to you..hang in . hugs c
It's a long time coming Catherine, but yes, I didn't really want this one :) Well, maybe it's not quite as simple as that, but it might have been more trouble than it was worth.
I do need those other things, though. Thanks for the hugs :)
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