I keep clicking open a New Tab as if the thing I need to read or look at will suddenly present itself to me. It's like staring into the fridge for internet addicts, I guess. I'm feeling a little bit panic attacky tonight. I'm a little bit overloaded. Olivia's being a bitch again, Bodhi is terrified to go to sleep alone anymore and sits in bed crying (I can't do it!!!) and I can't seem to find space or energy to find solutions for them because my heart is beating too fucking hard and someone seems to be standing on my throat. I've been a shitty mother tonight. Things were going well, too. I've just read an article on PND that's made me feel awful, somehow. Not better.
But. I'm going to go make 6 banana breads. And breathe. And maybe get some more correcting done while they bake.
But. I'm going to go make 6 banana breads. And breathe. And maybe get some more correcting done while they bake.
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Go here:
http://www.heartywhiteshow.com/
and go to the archives and just listen for awhile. It'll calm you down and make you laugh. I swear.
I forgot the cinnamon :(
haha that new tab manouever is something i do often.
Then type a random letter or two to see if anything interesting from my history pops up....
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