completely exhausted. Three late nights, Tuesday's with alcohol, Wednesday's baking cupcakes, last night's including a child who coughed all night til I got up for work... going to bed early tonight. Shattered.
Eating Quorn fake ham sandwiches for dinner. Folded over slices of bread eaten standing beside the butter. Returning to the scene of the dinner crime...
Pushing away worst fears... you know when you have a beloved friend who is in hospital to have a biopsy, and you don't hear from them for a few days... that's not so calming.
I am looking forward to my bed tonight. Game of Thrones and sleeeeeeep. I feel physically and emotionally shattered. I haven't done any of the things I was meant to do. My feet are throbbing, my head is weary. Sleep.
Eating Quorn fake ham sandwiches for dinner. Folded over slices of bread eaten standing beside the butter. Returning to the scene of the dinner crime...
Pushing away worst fears... you know when you have a beloved friend who is in hospital to have a biopsy, and you don't hear from them for a few days... that's not so calming.
I am looking forward to my bed tonight. Game of Thrones and sleeeeeeep. I feel physically and emotionally shattered. I haven't done any of the things I was meant to do. My feet are throbbing, my head is weary. Sleep.
2 comments:
I know these feelings so very, very well.
I wish none of us did.
Hope all ok with your friend..that's a worry..are you not slightly kinda celebrating the end of school year ?? I think it's a time to change the pace..even though I still have to go to work every day , and still have no money..have decided to do stuff this summer..
If we got some sun it would all be so much more fun and easy..hope today was a better one :))
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